For days my emotions have been strung up, at tether’s edge.
I feel like a junkie who is on a permanent high.
I’m afraid something will snap from the pressure.
Ever since we spoke three nights ago, I can’t get you out of my thoughts.
I never knew I could find someone like you.
Never knew my heart could still skip for anyone again.
What I feel I cannot describe
My greatest fear is waking up one day to find it all wasn’t true. Scares the bejesus out of me.
You’ve brought down those walls and they came tumbling down without so much of a fight.
Now I’m out of the cocoon, it’s all strange out here. It’s sweet and scary at the same time.
This is new territory for me I feel like I’m lost in a maze of my emotions.
I can’t hold them back anymore; there is no rein to control them.
I’m out of my cocoon walking in this beautiful garden yet I’m so unsure , so untrusting , afraid I’d step on a landmine any minute. Then everything will just disappear
I’m trying to hold back to be rational with you but it’s so damn hard.
Even this writing can’t ease the riot of emotions going on inside of me.
As sweet as this sounds it was all a farce. I found out quickly enough, one week later, So much for rioting emotions. LOL